Lisa(:BleedinG

2009-08-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyesLike they have any right at all to criticize,Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cableAnd life's like an hourglass, glued to the tableNo one can find the rewind button, girl.So cradle your head in your handsAnd breathe... just breathe,Oh breathe, just breatheMay he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.No one can find the rewind button, boys,So cradle your head in your hands,And breathe... just breathe,Oh breathe, just breatheThere's a light at each end of this tunnel,You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be outAnd these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them againIf you only try turning around.2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a songIf I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,Threatening the life it belongs toAnd I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowdCause these words are my diary, screaming out loudAnd I know that you'll use them, however you want toBut you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,And life's like an hourglass, glued to the tableNo one can find the rewind button nowSing it if you understand.and breathe, just breathewoah breathe, just breathe,Oh breathe, just breathe,Oh breathe, just breathe.

I bruise easily

2009-08-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree

happy birthday to yawen annabelle

2009-08-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to yawen annabelle

first visit to twinny's house

2009-08-01T11:36:00.003+08:00

Hello world..

i went twinny's hoouse for the first time!
and she just wanna talk to the moon instead of me.. LOL..
OMG.. she looks like a harry potter when she wears spec! LOL.. so amazing! ><"

currently rotting in twinny's house.. she cannot stop walking around.. =/
and i wan her sis to teach me piano!!! :D:D
she played well! :D so nice..

later in the night twinny is coming over to my place..
we're gonna do something special! :P
hahas..

quite alot of disappointment because i think my plans cannot work out nicely..
but i dunno.. i've done my best

Complications

2009-07-27T15:23:00.002+08:00

Complications

i wish the best for you always(:
hopefully you get out of this misery soon
i know you love her.

Love is 2 ways.. one is to let go.. the other is to stay by her..

For me.. i choose to let go..

Harry Potter

2009-07-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

Watched Harry potter with eugene..
supposed to go with eugene szemin and edna.. but in the end..
the 2 girls cannot make it..
so went with eugene only.. T.T
lol.. so weird..
anyway.. tired(:

Recent grades

2009-07-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

Well.. i didnt do my best.. but i'll keep trying.. and working towards getting better(:

but of course.. so far.. it's so much better than last year.. :D

Cheers Lisa! :D

boldness eyes

2009-07-19T23:44:00.001+08:00

"When people look into your eyes, they can see that you're an energetic, happy, and cheerful person. You're outgoing and fun, and love to make new friends. You're not afraid to speak your mind, and you never stop laughing! People realize that you're a bouncy, loud person, that can sometimes be abnoxious, just by looking into your eyes. They can see that you're a unique, stylish, and one-of-a-kind individual. You're independent, and you don't let anybody get in your way."

taken from FB quiz.. HAHAH.. :D boldness eyes.. so cool.. :D

Blog again

2009-07-18T12:24:00.003+08:00

ok.. finally hello there world(:

i was very busy recently.. because of some TEST going on.. so ya.. mugging..

+ planning alot of things.. and hopefully things will go well enough(:
adding some more interesting stuffs to plans..:D

have to plan for an outing with hazi and nini and will see how things are going..

UT1 was like...... T.T
got 2Bs..
1B+..
1C..
another module not out yet.. ya so.. just go on with things first i guess..
becuase there's nothing much to worry about the things that are already done(:

I hope my friends are happy.. doing well.. and live life to the fullest! (:

2009-06-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

Stopped.. Not gonna blog here already.. until i feel like it..

GAME DAY!

2009-06-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

YES! TODAY WAS DAMN FUN!! :D:D
Everyone went so high when we're at the Mind Times! :D:D
Pool was great! :D i lost alot man! yawen and twinny was damn happy when i lost.. T.T zzz

lols... melissa was late(: but she joined us for 2 games! :D

after that we went to bugis mind times!
omg!!! we shoud go there again! it's damn fun! and bring more people so we can like SCREAM!!! ><" loves those games! :D:D
Melissa is damn excited.. :D hahahs..

uncle's birthday

2009-06-04T03:48:00.005+08:00

YAY! at the top!!! of a small rock.. LOL..

my aunt trying to murder me. hahahaha

Taken by iris mushroom

National park

at the top of the hill at jurong area. it's gorgeous!

u can almost see the whole area:D

yaps. those photos are taken while celebrating birthday with my uncle~

i had fun.. tired.. but cant sleep.. that's miserable..

Holiday starts!

2009-06-01T21:47:00.006+08:00

It's been long since i blog! :D

well, now is holiday so i think i have the time to post a little..

been going out with yawen since friday.

actually.. almost everyday.. LOL.. hahah

fun with nini and hazi on sat. :D

those are great! the feeling of in the art studio came back when we're back together! :D

Sun went to yawen's place! it's been so long! :D
i miss your mom's cooking!~ soon soon! i'll go your house again!!!
hopefully with something in my hand..

today! changi musuem with melissa.

totally great.. lol.. we need to do some drawing about how we felt after looking through all thhose.. hahaha..

PS-ed Tania for lunch. lol.. cuz i'm at TM.. LOL

This is what i drew:D and i love it! woohoo~ hahaha

This is a card i did for my aunt and uncle.. for their birthday! same month! :D so sweet

2009-05-31T12:37:00.007+08:00

Nini~ This is NiNi~

anyways, we had tones of fun! :D

some cant upload.. some are too unglam to upload.. xD

blogging error.. T.T damn it :(

MSN me for photos:D

NM

2009-05-26T13:24:00.006+08:00

went to the national musuem with Melissa(:
oh.. i saw zhenni and xian ming there also! xD
so coincidence..
some photos taken there.. there is alot more interesting photos.. but cannot upload all.. LOL..

2009-05-20T19:41:00.007+08:00

syasya,me,lichin,henry (biochemustry first team)

criminal faces.

retared

weird.

Nana and me (Radiation physics)

Laopa and me playing webcam.. hahhas

tired once again

2009-05-18T09:05:00.002+08:00

ok.. i am freaking tired.. doing revision like every sat.
but not sure whether are things getting in my brain..
cuz my brain is not upgraded to more GB.. LOL..
damn... freaking tired with chemistry and microbiology and biochemistry..
the rest (Anatomy and radiation physics) still alright

STRESSED

2009-05-10T01:12:00.001+08:00

STRESS

ANGRY

DISAPPOINTED

JADED

FUCKED UP

EMO

SAD

SCARE

PARANOID

2009-05-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

SUBWAY EAT FRESH~

lols.. i had subway for lunch today~

it's the first day of opening.. xD

so i get a FREE sandwish stress ball in the picture above~ hahahas..

so cute^^

Anatom Lesson

2009-04-29T13:46:00.006+08:00

ok.. this is anatomy lesson.. and we are cutting.... THESE "humans" in the lab..
hahahhas..
these are 3 little friend that we made.

Coronal section

Transverse section

Sagittal section

WEEKENDS!

2009-04-25T16:52:00.002+08:00

YES!! weekends!! HAHAHAH..
going out for dinner later with my ah e(:
dunno where she's bringing me to~ hahahas..

i hope next week's lesson will be better.
hopefully, i will perform better during lesson :D

LISA JIA YOU!!

SW

2009-04-17T14:01:00.003+08:00

ytd when out with SW!!
we played badminton in the afternoon.. for around an hour..
then we went to kovan and had lunch and then went to play an hour of pool..
ok.. i lost.. lol.. 4rounds i hit the black ball in.. lol.. so shagged..
and SW was laughing like mad..
after that we went to compass point.. walk around.. went to look for my mom as usual.. she say i am irritating.. LOl.. which i am already used to it.. ><" hahah
oh ya..
i wanna introduce you to this book named
"The Art of Murder" by Jose Carlos Somoza
sw and i went to the library.. and she said that this book looks very familiar.. so she asked me to browse through... i read a little by little.. until i was quite engrossed into it..
really.. no kidding.. u should read..

Out!

2009-04-17T11:40:00.011+08:00

yaps.. like i say.. my plans go on quite alrights..

wednesday went to marina square with yawen.. we had fun eating.. LOL.. T.T

went to yuki yaki to have our somehow lunch cum dinner.. lol..

we ate from 1pm to 5pm.. wahliao.. T.T

This is like before the grill starts los.

After awhile.. it become like this.. lol.. so fast! =(

Soup.. tomyam and the chicken herbal soup.. ok.. both taste super disgusting..

Yawen ah~ peeling off the prawn's shell

Toppings for ice-creams

starting to make some ice cream

i had fun playing with the ice-cream and she had fun eating them.. hahaha..

Tada! becme like this.. hahahas..

KL Trip

2009-04-13T14:01:00.003+08:00

Photos!

PHotos!
ok.. i am damn tired.. haha.. so i didnt take much photos when i'm there.. xP

Pool with twinny and melissa

2009-04-08T13:42:00.002+08:00

lol.. actually on monday supposed to chill out with zhenni and twinny..
we decided to go for a movie shopaholic... T.T
then zhenni couldnt make it.. ><"
so we changed plan.. instead.. we went to ask melissa out..
then we when to pool.. LOL.. ahhas.
it's damn fun.. we played for more than 3hours los..
so each person around 8bucks.. quite cheap already..

tuesday was ytd..
went to watch the SYF competition with band members..
it's damn nice..
St. Patrick was like OMG.. EL Camino Real..
every note clear and move with the piece...
percussion snare drummer.. strokes are fast.. steady.. no rush.. clear.. rolling skills is not bad..
i cant find any loopholes.. T.T so after they played.. i knew it..
they are the gold with honor band..

i saw CF too~ (:

Upcoming plans~

2009-04-06T11:36:00.002+08:00

i am so going to have an eventful month before the school starts man..
hahah..
have been planning hard for things to do everyday.. looking at it as a whole..
whao.. i really have so much to work on..

Today:going out with SQ and melissa..
tml: juniors having SYF competition.. going to support them!
wed: home with mom since it's her offday..
thursday:rest prepare fopr tml
Fri-Sun: in KL
monday:rest
tuesday: W34D gathering
Wed: out with yawen yuki yaki and movie
Thrus: go out with shiwei
Friday: i also dunno.. lol..

free!!!

2009-04-02T20:18:00.002+08:00

lol.. after 5days of work.. i feel so shagged..
today rest at home.. like a pig.. sleep.. eat play.. shower.. play.. eat.. watch tv.. LOL..
and sleep again at night? LOL..
boring..
tml who wanna go out with me? lol.. in the afternoon..
anyways, yawen will be going to TB tml.. she will be back on the 9th..
have a safe joourney! love ya! hahahs..

tml evening gonna bring my turtles to my cousin's place..
and staying there till sat. because sun. gonna work..

i feel so much clearer of what i wanna do everyday after i adapt the habit of planning everyday's 'To do list'.. and some little Aims for every month..
there's always a sense of satisfation at the end of every month.. (: hehs..

what happened recently... lol..

2009-03-28T12:12:00.017+08:00

This is what happens after my ah e my cousin and i played a round of monopoly..

hahaha... my ah e bankrupt.. LOL..

EGGS!! bought by my ah e.. hahah.. for me and 2 other cousins despite us making her bankrupt.

HAHAHAHA!

This is 5N1 chalet.. lol.. secondary friends.. (:

lol.. lucky i went.. if not i think they gonna peel off my skin.. T.T

Xinyi ahe

SL!!! ghost behind u..

They playing heart attack.. rofl..

Ling was wondering what am i doing.. T.T lol..

Class Semester1 2009

2009-03-23T13:55:00.001+08:00

Day1-Microbiology W56B-B

Day2-Applied chemistry I W54P-B

Day3-Radiation Physics, Biology and Protection E65A-C

Day4-Biochemistry W55K-B

Day8-Anatomy and Physiology W55K-B

what is Day8? lol.. is it wednesday or thursday? is Day 3 wed or thurs? T.T

i think i'll be the first to be lost in school... lol.. so PS..

Exhausted

2009-03-21T11:31:00.002+08:00

oh man..
work life in popular is so different from other jobs..
it sucks man. only for boring people..
people there.. called the outside world..
trying to butter people around..

i came out with a deal with the manager.. if she cant agree t that.. i shall quit..
that will end my misery.. lol..

Exhausted

2009-03-21T11:31:00.000+08:00

oh man..

Out with peiyu

2009-03-02T19:44:00.007+08:00

well.. forgot to post about my outing with peiyu.. lol..
i think it's last week..
ya.. we went to sakae and eat buffet..
then went shopping.. after that we went to play pool at kovan..
pictures speaks a thousand words..

basically, we had tea.. my favourite(:

Peiyu had this cha soba..lol.. she ate alot of them..

and my favourite!!!! yummy!!! hahaha.. salmon!!

and another salmon.. xP hahah..
we had alot more but didnt take photos of it..

This was the superman tee!! lol.. i didnt buy it in the end.. lol.. i think it's expensive..

and not very nice whe i wear lez.. T.T

Sick

2009-03-01T13:36:00.002+08:00

ok.. seriously.. sick..
i couldnt take it anymore.. i went to the doctor ytd..
it cause me $47.. T.T damn it.. it's like one day of full shift work money..
went to the doctor just to get an MC for today.. so i don have to work today..
but i dont feel any better thou..
throat is very painful..
how am i going to speak to customers? T.T
+ tml working full shift..

Sick

2009-02-28T11:58:00.001+08:00

i am sick already..
a little feverish and sore throat..
tml have to work again..
sign.. what a life.. T.T
working alone... meals alone..
lol.. i think i am becoming more emo.. hahah

WORKING

2009-02-18T11:02:00.003+08:00

damn it.. the computer went off when i finish typing... T.T
so i need to retype again..

basically i am talking about work.
CUSTOMERS!!! FUCKING ATTITUDE.. arghhh... yes they are sometime in a rush, but i need to wait for the FUCKING machine to print out the FUCKING receipt.. so that i can pass it to them what.. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THEM..

you this stupid woman.. don let me see u again.. i'll ripe your skin off.... make you into boneless & skinless chicken to feed the stray dogs..

i am really very thankful to all the other customers who have patience with me.. you give me learning experiences and also time to learn..
i am a human ordinary like you(: please put yourselves into my shoe and know how i feel..
i am already trying to be asap..

long queue time is the most irritating period.. i need to do the cash in and out.. the float of the money.. do the packer.. and also serve the customers.. sometimes staffs need out help to check prices.. can you imagine what is the cashier's job? T.T almost everything little shit..

Manager was great.. i know she is nagging.. but because of her nagging i make lesser mistakes and will take note of what i am supposed to do(:
i don wanna talk about another staff. she just sucks.. most of the staffs think so too.

anyways, been working for 2 full shifts already today is afternoon shift so i can post a little..
i don mind working full shift because i know i have alot to learn alot to catch up with..
but i really need customers to give me time to key in all the things before they can get the items.. i have confidence to say that i am fast already.. the thing is the machine is printing slowly... i need to wait for it too. T.T

Afews days back

2009-02-15T11:47:00.007+08:00

Went out with yawen. supposed to go job hunting.. lol.. but no idea.. was really tired even before we started.. she was just there to accompany me. so instead of job hunting we went hunting for her book.. lol..
anyways.. we went to IKEA to get some stuffs..
do to some DIY for Sec. friends birthday..

then... we kinda played for awhile..

IKEA's gloves.. T.T

playing with the mirror..

this was just a random.. lol... taken by yawen

no idea how to describe this.. lol..

and finally our DIY frame. lol..
Left: Mine Right: Yawen

i donno.. let me think first..

2009-02-08T13:10:00.004+08:00

okays.. (:

bought this for my cousin(:

went to had dinner with my cousin's family ytd..
before that went to her daddy's shop.. (:
my cousin iris birthday is coming..
she request for some little presents for her friends..
we went to shop for candies snacks little bagdes.. and more..
we spent the whole day packing all the things into difereent bags.
so.. she have over 40friends.. T.T lol.. so tiring..
but i like to do all these packings..
i believe there's a sense of achievement tooo(: for task accomplishment!

dinner at kovan..
we had teochew porridge..
after then we went to the cafe next door(:
named something like 'Joe's cafe.. blablabla' not sure ler.. xP
just had some little desserts.. iris and i shared a cake named "Melting chocolate lavacake"
and her parents shared a "Oreo Cheesecake" yummy!
the Lavacae was damnn good..
just like tv mentioned..
the fork poked into the cake and the chocolate starts to dripp out..
the chocolate is warm while the outer layer is cold spongy feeling..
heavenly. (:

Dont Run

2009-02-05T14:05:00.001+08:00

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it's another year..
time flies..
things seems to change a little by little..
but i know.. it's different now..
harder to pull through..

it's just like another big obstacle but no matter what..
until your last breath.. u need to go on..

Bai Nian

2009-02-04T12:04:00.002+08:00

went to yawen's house ytd to bai nian.. (:
her mom bought us lunch.. hehs..
i ate vegetarian tofu something.. LOL.. dunno what's that..
not bad also(: hehs.. (Twinny must be happy about this

job hunting with yawen..
so we went to the bliss resturant (somewhere in punggol park)
also went to quite a few places

she recieved a call from bliss and she got the job!
Congratz~ (:

enjoy my friends..
good bye world(:

TAXI!!

2009-01-30T23:04:00.004+08:00

what a fine day! and this is what happened when SQ and me were on our way to kovan><" lol.. THE TAXI!! hahaha..ok well.. it's inside the busstop btw. LOL.. damn funnny!! anyone help to forward to reporters? LOL.. credit me! LOL.. xD hahahs.. jkjk.. (:

oh ya.. my dad asked for the carplate number when i let him see these photos..
he wanna buy 4D LOL.. T.T

CNY

2009-01-28T22:49:00.003+08:00

This year's chinese new year doesnt seems right.. =/
seems like everyone just wnana stay home..
troubled stress.. no idea..
because i feel the same way too..

but i believe people schooling dont feel any better cuz school time right now..
nothing much happened. just went to cousin's place for the past few days..
the same old words.. "oh hi.. happy new year.. blablabla.." then the adults started their mahjong sessions..

once again..
happy new year people(:

Desperate for Jobs

2009-01-24T16:04:00.001+08:00

DESPERATE FOR JOBS!!! ><"
HELP............... .................................. ......................

Pon ah!!

2009-01-22T08:06:00.003+08:00

lol.. skipped class on tuesday after first meeting.. but i got a B!! LOL..
anyway, i think during 3rd meeting there is only 3 people in class (Weikang,duwei and Rahul)

Wenesday!! i wanna come but didnt make it.. i missed my alarm.. T.T
but i didnt waste that day.. i went to pray my ah ma with my mom.. then i did some cleaning in my house with my mom.. hahas..
then mummy bought me a pair of not very femine and not very sloppy slippers.. LOL..
she know i don't suit those femine kind.. LOL.. hahahs..
i had a great time with my mummy!! <3

Last day of Science lesson(:

2009-01-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

SQ didnt come today..
she missed the fun raymond and me had! LOL..
hahahs.. the housefly dance by Zahira..
oh ya.. we had the chicken rice again.. but this time we are smarter.. didnt finish at one shot..
so we are able to stay awake.. (: hahahs..
i guess today's class is filled with raymond and mine voice.. LOL.. singing.. playing.. joking.. dancing..
AND RAYMOND SPILL WATER FROM HIS MOUTH! LOL.. GROSS..
hahah..
oh ya.. this is our beloved science face Mr. smiley face(: hahahs.. holding the card that we design and photos at the back(cannot see from here)

this is little lovely things that faci bring for us..
he went all the way to cassway point during first break and got himself sweat all over just to get some chocolates for us(: so sweet!!! ><" love him.. LOL..

Sending chun na off~

2009-01-18T21:19:00.004+08:00

haha..it's been a pleasure to be their friends.. (chun na and gao shuai)
thought one semester doesnt seems to be long.. but we had so much fun that sometimes even longterm friends never can have(:

meet SQ ytd and send chun na off at T3.. (:
she look so different^^
maybe was very excited about going back home~
mayb you have a safe journey(:

MISSES!

2009-01-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!1
I MISS DASHUAI AND CHUNNA!!!!!!!!!!!
><" sobz..

too much(:

2009-01-16T07:47:00.007+08:00

Basically.. there are just too much of fun going on with classmates and me..

ytd was Gaoshuai's last day.. =( his flight took off already..

this is on the ride to east coast on wednesday(:

so enjoyable..

DaShuai and me!

and also chunna's last day.. her flight is tml..

so shiqi raymond and i are going to send her off tml.. mid-night flight.

time really flies.. one semester.. just like that..

friends.. memories.. happiness.. fun... laughter..

mixed emotions right now(:

i cant find any words to say about this class.. just the best of my life(:

everyone unique and fun to be with! W34F!! always and forever <3

very rare i can find someone with surname tham! RAYMOND! LOL.. RAYMOND THAM! hahahs.. that's so cool!!

and twinny! ><" i guess i will never find another twinny like u ler=(

u guys are part of the colours in my life! :D

ok.. i'll update soon(:

Cough

2009-01-12T12:34:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!
anyone can give me some cough syrup..
i wanna sleep.. T.T
+ having cough for a few weeks already..

Light

2009-01-11T14:13:00.002+08:00

i just he become more sensible already(:
it's a big move to make but he managed to do it! hahahs..
happy for him(:
that's why.. no matter which path you take, you will get to the right path with the right mindset(:

i can see he changed to be a better man! hahahs..
well, it's just abit of change and his parents are very happy already..
but there are alot of space for improvement! jyjy(:

if possible, i will help him along with his math and science if he need help(: hahas..
woohoo! good work!

Sucks

2009-01-09T08:21:00.003+08:00

lol.. like some of the users in blogspot..
after writing all the things that i wanted to post.. it come out with an error..
thanks.. T.T

so don wish to re-type everything again.. so let's not talk about the past..
today i wasnt the eariest in class.. lol.. ZhenNi came early! Lol..
my zaopai to come early de.. LOL.. hahahs..
maybe because today i decided to get some waffles.. then have to wait.. LOL..
><"
Jean was in the train and told me that she is not coming to school.. lol..
SQ might be going off after first or second meeting..
oh man.. i cant skip already.. lol..
Cognitive: 3F
Science: 3X
communication: 2F
math&computing: 2X
Enterprise: 2X
the above F and X includes the ponn-ing plan.. LOL..

oh ya.. i just read TingYuan's blog.. OMG! so damn funny.. T.T

Hort Park(:

2009-01-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

yay!!! went to hortpark with nini and yawen! hahahs..
it's really tiring.. really.. but we enjoyed ourselves throughout(: really..
and we took 327 photos in 3hours.. LOL.. ><"
NINI!! I WANT PHOTOS SO BADLY!!! xP
we walked all the way from Alexandra Rd to Harbour Front(:
so nice.. xD hahas..
simple way to say it : althought it's far.. we walked through the road together(:

i am dead tired.. ><" hahhas..
we meet hazi and hwei hoon at compass at around 6.40pm(:
hhahas.. happy! happy to see my two darlings! hahhas.. ><"
so fun to be with u guys! joke around... fool... crap.. dinner~ laughters!
these things are really.. hard to find..
we will definately hang out somedays again! i swear(:

Countdown 2009

2009-01-01T03:25:00.004+08:00

2009!!! I JUST REACHED HOME! hahas..
back from countdown at esplanade(:
with a group of shiwei&carlson's friends! + yawen my laopa! + long time no see de yi xuan..
so... totally is ten peeps(:

before that i met carlson at 3pm! we went to get some new clothes again.. LOL.. ><"
hahas.. these 2 tees... irresistable! xD ahhahs..
on the left >> same s carlson but different colour(: hahahs
went to harbour front just to walk.. waiting for yawen de call..
then we had dinner at Mac. xD
then rushed down to TM meet shiwei darling(: hahahs.. damn happy..
until something just spoil my mood.. T.T but managed to get high again with friends! (:

this are some photos of the countdown fireworks.. just get photoimpression to combine the photos together which makes my life easier by not uploading so many photos to flood my own post. T.T hahahs! good work lisa! LOL..><"

it's really very beautiful(: it's something i cannot describe and these photo cannot tell much..

it's best to watch it live! ask the rest if u don believe! lols..
JAMMED! IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD... SOMEONE SHOUTED "FUCKING POLICEMEN! WHAT KIND OF SOCIETY IS THIS! PEOPLE AT THE FRONT PLEASE MOVE! CB.. NB.. KNN.. BASTARD PIOLICEMEN!!" omg.. the man is just so frightening><"

anyway. i wanna thank laopa(: for the msg u forward to me.. it's really a nice..
i didnt reply much because i don know what to say.. but u know.. deep in my heart(: always my laopa(: hehs! <3

Looking at darling shiwei so happy i also happy ler(: hahahs.. long time no see.. still such a joker.. a good thingy! hahahs..

Carlson! was a nice person to hang out with! but too bad.. i tio the stupid madcow disease ler.. ><" damn.. xD hahahs... couldnt stop laughing since i met him in the afternoon..

NEW YEAR! NEW START.. A NEW BEGINNING...
there's always chance.. like what i say.. just like the stars above.. might be hidden by cloouds.. but soon.. we are able to see it(:
i love the world..

Christmas(:

2008-12-29T15:28:00.004+08:00

Well, didnt update for days already><

anyway, somethings about christmas for me(:

pictures speaks a thousand words(:

christmas cake

some little chocolate gifts..

some COW soft toy gift..

and lastly my cute cousin.. lol.. jason.. trying to wear a something like hairband which belongs to my little cousin.. T.T (Looks like some kind of japanese protesting kid ><")

basically, had some plans on for this week already.. didnt recieve msg from some friends who asked me out so should i take it as not going? lol..

anyway,2nd jan 2009! meeting up with yawen,nini,hazi and others (if they are going)

i am so dying to get a harddisk for my laptop, those portable hard disk... T.T

pissed with myself

2008-12-24T13:29:00.003+08:00

where is my fucking confident..
that i once have.. T.T
no idea how to face my friends..
primary,secondary.. everyone.. i rejected.. i know
it's my bad..
i dont know why i wasnt able to face u guys! it's just so wrong..

i need time.. time to get back my confident...
before i was able to meet up with all of u..
i promised to ask u guys out..

confident lost because of what others says about me...
affect me alot.. althought it seems to be nothing on the front..
will it makes me more closed up..
stressed..
that's the reason why i always just wanna be home..

Miss school

2008-12-23T17:15:00.002+08:00

I MISS SCHOOL.. =/
cuz i miss all my classmates..
not fun being at home everyday..

+ I Am SO SICK OF BUGIS..

First ChristmaS gift(:

2008-12-21T22:04:00.002+08:00

Oh!!! i am so alone.. T.T

SQ, ray,carlson.. like everyone went overseas.. T.T

actually wanted to hang out with yawen.. but she says maybe after 29 with nini and hazi(:

yeah!

hello world! christmas is coming in like 4 freaking days.. LOL..

so many people asking me to hang out.... T.T

which should i go? LOL..

went to eugene's christmas party! xD

and this is what i get.. LOL.. so crazy.. but omg.. i so love this gingerbread man!!

xD it's nice and sweet to have that(: (althought it's like kinda inedible.. ><")

some chocolates standard gift for christmas! SmileS!!!

should i hang out with joel on christmas?

or some friends outside.. T.T

or i dunno.. T.T

so many things going on! oh well.. we'll see on that day~ xD

i just rebond my hair.. T.T

hahahs.. and gonna do some colour red again 2weeeks later from today~

so weird.. and i really loathe the smell of rebonding creams.. they just stink like worst than anything else..

i am so tired.. i wanna get a hard disk soon! safe enough money! (:

GeeZ.. gtg~ take care world~

and we shall count down to christmas babe and hunks(:

CHEERS!

YES MANN

2008-12-20T01:51:00.002+08:00

These few days sleep so late.. the earliest time i slept for these few days is around 2am man..

YES MAN!! THE MOVIE IS SUPER NICE!!

hahahs.. must watch alright?! xD

btw! i reach home at 2am++ today.. T.T

so tiring.. but i am still awake! hehs..

took the NR6 home~ (:

hehs..

"YES" really makes a big difference in life! lol..

it's really a very nice movie.. you will regret if u miss it! (: Twinks~

so dead tired.. but still gamming with my brother..

oh well.. since he wanna play rose then play with him bahs..

don wanna spoil any mood(:

my mom is so pissed because we bring 3 cousins home.. T.T

because they are noisy.. but my mom is too sensitive.. just a little noise.. she will scream like shit..

so.. i dont blame them for anything just promise to keep their volume down so that they wouldnt be chased out of the house..

all thanks to my brother.. never give advance notice to my mom then bring them back.. T.T

lol.. nvm lar.. once in awhile... great day i had(:

YES MAN!!! hahahs.. i really like it(:

Opportunities are like stars in the sky...

sometimes they are just hidden by the clouds..

but once the wind blow them off.. the stars will be seen sooner or later(:

vivo with ray and SQ

2008-12-15T00:20:00.001+08:00

so many photos to upload to tell everythin about sun(:
went to newyork newyork with my aunt and uncle family
mushroom soup,cheezze,latino chicken chop,spare rib,spare rib pasta,chicken pasta and fish and chip + 4 floats

woohoo.. expensive.. and .. doesnt taste good lez.. xD hahahs..

ok.. i cant help it but post this stupid face.. LOL.. (bottom left)
walk to city hall walk walk walk.. so long seii.. xD
my uncle bought 3 tees~ so nice(: whatever he wear is damn nice can.. hahahs.. maybe because if his body build.. super nice(:

around 6pm i meet SQ and ray at vivo city.. xD hhas.. so excited.. first time meet them offically go out.. LOL..
ok lar.. ray come out from camp.. xd hahahs.. he need to go back later i think..
it's the first time SQ go to vivo.. xD
btw! went to vivo main thing is to support yawen(: jiayou! hehs..
then after visiting her, we went to fill our stomach.. xD at sub way~ EAT FRESH.. LOL..
cannot stop laughing.. i really don understand what the person is trying to say.. Mustard? or Bastard?
aruging about the train thing go which way faster with ray.. then nvm lar.. try ray de los.. since i never try before.. xD hahahs..

we went to bugis street!! hahahs.. ray bought the same cap as me! happy~ xD hahahs..
then we went to look at some tees~ teess~~ comfortable and nice(:
3 of us bought the same tee but in different colour! so sweet.. xD hahahs..
ray bought 3 pieces.. me 2 pieces and SQ 1 piece(:
hahas...

then walking furhter down i saw a belt.. LOL.. dunno why. but i like it.. LOL..
10bucks.. fly off.. xd hahas.. for the belt..

weehoo

2008-12-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

funny(;

2008-12-11T12:23:00.000+08:00

this is so cute!!!!!

pon ah.. holiday mood:

2008-12-10T16:20:00.006+08:00

Bad fingers.. keep peeling off.. they don wanna protect my flesh anymore..='(

i wan my skin back.. sign* it hurts alot..

Whao.. Shagged.. enterprise.. but holiday mood already..=/

heess.

pon class with SQ anD Ray today..

PS carlson and weiKang we ps-ed u both.. ><"

we left class at around 1++pm

because we were having fun taking photos! ahhahs... they super lik my cap!

i am so happy(: xD

i influenced ray to get a cap too!

hope he gets it fast! then we cna wear them tgt(: xD

i cant wait for the day we going to bugis! hahhas.. with chunna and company! xD Duwei also wanna go(: i think.. he wanna get the cap! xD hahaha..

new things for my wardrobe

2008-12-07T21:07:00.004+08:00

Ok.. whao.. that was what happened on Thursday~ xD
PON CLASS!!! XD cannot take it.. cognitive + a new faci relief.. T.T
So we went to the library.. Raymond, SQ, Carlson, ming ghee and me..
xD hhahas.. guess what.. WE ARE ALL MAPLING!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahas.. damn funny.. that was fun.. xD
Raymond just cant stop dying9 in maple story.. T.T
That was how SQ is sitting so comfortably in maple
And Carlson knowing that i am taking photo.. xD and hiding.. xD
Well and this is Sunday!!!
Shopping with my ah e~
This is waht she bought me(: hehs..
A monkey cap, 2 tee-shirt and a slipper~

So nice.. and we had sushi for dinner! xD

2008-12-02T08:24:00.000+08:00

The first thing i wanna say is.. LOL.. COMPUTING FACI IS ALWAYS SO DAMN FUNNY, SQ always cry because of him.. LOL..
what a joke.. it's fun to be in the team now(:
we kept laughing all the way, was a bit shagged today.. lol..
it's the first time i slp in class please..
what's wrong? with my twisted brain with the tiny cells kept racing around in it..

haha.. no idea thou..
Btw, RoseOnline was fun!
Sims was average..
Maple fun~ but i deleted it for Rose.. lol..
i'll get you back somedays~

oh my.. cant believe i can still play games when UT is today.. and now.. i am still blogging.. thanks ah.. my brother.. for introducing me those games.. T.T
temptation irresistable.. T.T

nose bleeding..

2008-12-01T08:02:00.003+08:00

sorry readers! i have been so busy to blog..
btw friday i didnt go to school, nose bleed again.. but i don wanna see doctor.. ><"
sobsobz..
late monrning on friday i was feeling ok.. so my uncle brought us to YamCha resturant for lunch

and next to K-box for some entertainment.. it was damn nice.. it's been so long since i went there(:
After K-Box we went to walk around and i bought myself a sunglasses(:
oh well, basically that's for friday~

sat? as usual yoga class in the morning and promised peiyu i'll go back for band practice and see how that day.. so i was rushing with time.. T.T
so nice to see all the people there~ Denise, Evelyn,YuYing,Jiamin,Sean,Daniel,Peiyu,Royston and so on..
i miss those days.. ='( didnt get to play any interesting parts but i sure do enjoyed there^^
decided to join them in the concert.. on 20th Dec. this year..
i brought my cousin iris there too! she was so happy~ get to see new things and all the instruments she can ever see! hahas.. and band memebers thought that she is my daughter~ LOL.. xD

2008-11-25T12:51:00.001+08:00

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rocket offically launch

2008-11-25T08:28:00.001+08:00

i miss those days.. =/

gonna pick a date and visit u guys soon!

lovely teachers.. XD

hahhas.. thinking back thanks to all of you(:

VB~

2008-11-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

hello my readers~
Today's VB is so damn cool~ interesting~ and alot more to it until you try it for yourself!
we learned how to do a bomberman game!
hahahas.. so cute~~~ the bomber and enemy keep going ouch ouch ouch.. xD
and faci also keep going ouch ouch ouch.. xD
today is just plain funny with faci around! xD
it's just all about him that kept me and SQ laugh from the start till the end(:
so nice to be in his class~ eenthought he gave me a C for previous problem(:

tml is communication~
sobz.. i heard from raymond we changing team again.. =/
I DON WAN~~~ ahhh~

GG.. monday is coming~

2008-11-23T15:24:00.004+08:00

Woohoo~~ Friday actually wanna eat pasta~ with SQ XM and Raymond.
then i wasnt feeling well..

damn.. i did something stupid with shiyun.. LOL.. i feel so stupid.. (Laughing)

back to what i was saying..
we decided to go to TRCC for dinner(:
only CF raymond SQ and me(:
hahas.. we talk about many things man..

that was my dinner^^ yummy.. xD

that's raymond (Learner just like SQ and me) HAHAHA

this is CF (Lecturer) HAHAHAHA..

this mini monopoly is what i played with my little cousin on sat~

after yoga class i bring her to Mac. for breakfast meals! hahahs..
she says its been so long since she ate Mac. so i bring her there(:
then we played monopoly.. so cute.. tiny mini monopoly.. xD
AND WE WENT CYCLING!!! xD with aunt and 2 little monsterS!!
yeah~~

underdetermination

2008-11-20T16:11:00.003+08:00

wahliao.. screwed up..
shit.. i put them wrongly..
mortal suppose to be on strong underdetermination
john's mother suppose to be on weak underdetermination

damn it.. i screwed up my freaking grades for today..

SCREWED

SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!

SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after school when to Reflection concert(:
it was nothing u can imagine..
one word.. amazing(:
everyone of their voice.. unique..
it's just like.. every individual represents different colour painting(singing) on a white piece of paper(Stage). the combination of all the colours are just perfect.
Good job guys! Raymond and Jean! did well and look good(:

long way to go

2008-11-19T14:21:00.003+08:00

I dont know how to go on with it..
with the things that i do not like.. but i must.. I MUST.. go on with it..

ehh.. who is going to walk with me? raise your hands please~~~ anyone? T.t
Think about it.. i think my motivation runs off...
Things doesnt seems to go well..
wahliao.. i cant believe i am emo-ing again.. =// damn..
today is enterprise i don even understand a single shit the whole day..
my team seems to be so slack today.. =/ which make me feel that way too..
i hope tml can be better(:

well.. faci is back..
tml is enterprise UT3..

sian

2008-11-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

Today VB damn fun!!! love(:
hahahs.. faci says it's going to be harder for next lesson but alot more fun(:
today was hard already.. xD but we did our very best to work out the codes! wee~~

I download maplestory this morning in school when i reach school. xD
hahahhas.. i finally can dl ler.. but i have yet to log in yet or try whether it can work.. lol..
cant play anymore. need to study hard for UT!!

Tml is communication.. i must chiong..=/
i scare problem difficul wors.. nvm.. xD
hahahs.. cannot be like the baby elephant! hahahas..

New clothes again

2008-11-16T20:24:00.004+08:00

sian.. why does weekends end so soon?

3weeks 4days to holiday(:

went shopping yesterday at people's park area.

bought some stuffs..

a skirt.. i think it's the first time i buy a skirt.. T.T

recalling my skirts.. are from my aunt or bought by my mum..

so i bought a skirt myself^^ black bubbly bottom somehow..

a pants above knees with stripes till the shoulder greyish black..

a i have no idea what is it called.. xD

trying to try something new.. lol.. T.T

and i look so damn nerd. T.T

I was disappointed in my grade for science.. ='/
i was expecting for A.. but i got a B.. sign*

Metaphors

2008-11-13T20:39:00.002+08:00

Wahliao.. today change group ler.. =/ sian..
learnt alot of things about metaphors today los..
at first was about blur..
After learning more about it then ok ler bahs..

went for a talk with melissa joyce and Shiqi after school...
hahas.. didnt see where is it held. so we went to the wrong venue..
but we managed to be there abit late but was able to get in basically..
the talk was interesting. but there was an RJ to write for this talk..
so.. you know i know.. xD hahahs..

tml is friday~ i have long for this day.. perhaps this week is too long to pass through...
Tml is science! teamed with SQ, Raymond, Jean, Cheng Fu(: hahahs..
i bet things will be fun!

Skit

2008-11-12T08:20:00.005+08:00

Some photos that i took during the weekends(: at pasir ris park=/ it tells my life somehow(:

lLOL..
hahahs.. i kept laughing about the skit my team did yesterday..
LOL..
thanks to raymond for the ideas(:
hahahas.. damn.. wasnt it great? lol.. i mean..
although the class was pretty much dead.. lol.. our team enjoyed it!
haahs.. especially raymond and me.. LOL.. hahas..
it was so funny..
Thanks to jean(: she say it was not bad with the skit(:
hahahas..

Enterprise today!!! Changed team..

But i am still with raymond and carlson.. SQ and rena left already.. =/

haiyo.. basically.. i think RP is kinda slow.. in publishing the grades for first UT..
it's been so long since we took the UT test.. but it is understandable i guess..
moderation is needed(:

after the talk ytd about my course..
Still so double-y stressed about PP!!! ahhh!!!
*pulling my hair off*
*banging against the wall*

shiyun's birthdyay

2008-11-11T08:25:00.001+08:00

happy brithday to shiyun(:
hahahs.. 17th..

Gtg.. watch drama.. LOL..
later UT test still watch drama.. T.T

sian.. today communication UT & communication module..
double combo.. thanks ah.. T.T

cant wait..

2008-11-10T08:08:00.002+08:00

So.. It's the start of a week again..
it's always the hardest to struggle through..

Well, about sat and sun was just another sat and sun which i go cycling with my cousins and went for my yoga class(:
lol.. and we all watch movies together in the middle of the night.. xD
all at one shot(: HAHAHA..
watched :
One missed call
Prom Night
Mirror
4Bia

LOL.. ahhas.. wahliao.. i have nightmares already so does my little cousin.. LOL!!

i wonder how will class be today.. right now.. i am having my breakfast! LOL..
in class somemore.. shhhh.. xD hahahas.. yummy..

thrusday~

2008-11-06T16:14:00.003+08:00

SQ went back after UT2 science=/
she not feeling well, so when to the doctor(:
hope she'll feel better!

hahhahs.. RAYMOND!! never come for UT.. lol..
today dresscode not bad ah.. xD

wahliao.. i same group as Rahull...
damn..he just go on and on.. WORST THAN A FRAEKING RADIO..
and he didnt come back since second break starts and come back at 2.30sharp..
thanks ah.. T.T

his conclusion everyone cannot take it.. LOL.. hahas.. coughing louder and louder.. xD
hahahsh!!! damn funny..

dunno why today keep feeling like shiting.. T.T

i went to my cousin's place

we played rock paper scissors(:

hahahs.. lost then draw hand.. xD

sobz..

2008-11-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

Communication UT grade out.. lol.. i got B..
happy.. ROFL until the end of the road.. lol..

To SQ: don sick wors.. drink more water and take care of yourself big big time(: you need to come on friday~ we're in the same group~

To RAymond: Oie!! come out.. we can work it out! xD hahahs.. jyjy!! friday we do our best to chiiong!! then we can get A de.. LOL.. hahahas... AAAA is coming on our way~ (:

i am so tired

2008-11-05T08:28:00.004+08:00

lol.. UT1 science grade is out ytd..
not so bad i think.. ><" hahahas..
cuz i aim low only..
after school ytd i went to eat Mac. with my aunt and my little cousin(:
my aunt bought me a portable monopoly.. LOL..

and a Basic Theory book for Driving.. T.T..
lol.. study!!!

my mummy bought strawberries!!! yummy~~

hahahas.. i ate the biggest one.. LOL.. xD ><"

Tired

2008-11-03T19:39:00.003+08:00

Am i troublefree?
i think trouble kept rolling to me...

after stressing about some stuffs..
here comes RP stuffs.. T.T payment of school fee..
damn it..
Dont wanna talk about it..
hopefully i am able to submit the application by 7th nov.

Tml UT 2 for Enterprise =/
I promise to study harrd.. b-cuz i think i flunked my UT1 all modules.. sign..
what a bad thing it is to me..

One more thing... ...
i think that some people should just think before speaking.. it really hurts smetimes..

Light

2008-10-29T15:05:00.001+08:00

I SEE LIGHT IN MY LIFE!

whahaha..
specially thanks to holidays!!!!!!!
LOL.. i think i am just being too paranoid..
So.. a holiday is good at times.. it give me alot of space to rest and chill out..
i think i am over stressed about stupid things and keep worrying about this and that..
happy people are people who do not worry about things!!
going to pick my little cousin from school later(: hahahas..
i see light! LGIHT!!!!!!

Going out tml night! with Joel(:
Chill out and drink stuffs(:

Stay where and who i am

2008-10-27T18:56:00.002+08:00

well.. people~
it's the first day of the one week holidays~

I decided to stay who and what i am...

To someone..
it's best for us not to be together i guess..
it's always the wrong path to hold..
we will both find the right someone to be with throughout...
Things are not what i think it should be..
I think.. we should just end here so that we wouldnt be hurt too deeply(:

WOOHOO!!
Went to Pasir ris area with my cousins!! Iris and Andrew!
we cycled there.. see many puppies! so cute..
but i heard from andrew that if no people are gonna buy them in 6-8months since they were borned.. they will be gone.. ='/
sad case..
well... but life still have to go on!
we went to the fishing corner!!! hahahas..
i dunno what's that call thou.. xD
but it's fun!
While fishing.. i thought of bringing yawen together with me and iris to fishing!! hahahas..
it's $4 for 30mins (Children) $4 for 10mins(Adults)? i am not sure..(:
hahahas.. only paid for iris share, and 3 of us went in together! LOL.. xD
nice man.. xD
We had great fun!

To Raymond & ShiQi:
wei.. u both hors.. Like so super busy.. faster contact me and tell me when u both free..
we shall go and buy spec! xD
yeah~ cant wait(:

Cant wait for school to reopen! 6 more days.. =/
i cant wait to see my classmates! hahahas.. miss them lots! miss the fun in class!
Lastly, hoping everyone enjoys their holidayS!!!

taxi driver sucks

2008-10-24T15:10:00.002+08:00

damn it..
i was late today..
thinking whether should i come already..
but i did managed to pull myself..
so i went down to take a cab.
that ****ing taxi driver..
at first was expressway..
then he turned to yishun.. one freaking big round..
back to expressway... then turned to woodlands ave 12 area..
then turn one freaking freaking big round to ave 9.. and then to RP..
so freaking angry.. $35.. can u imagine? car number 5279U
just my luck.. and i was late for class reached around 9.45am

Faci was damn nice(:
that's all i can say(:
later we going for badminton with SQ and Raymond
but raymond says maybe he dont wanna play today.. i guess he is not feeling well.

2008-10-23T15:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCED BRITHDAY CARLSON!! (:
Actual on the 25th! this month~ 18th years old liao.. xD ah pek.. ><"

We did not buy a cake. lol..
we just bought this Tuna Sandwish.. hey.. don think that it's just an ordinary Sandwish..
it is damn tasty! hahahs.. xD
+ it is filled with our sincerity! hahahs..
the "candle" I SIMPLLY LOVE IT! hahahas.
shiqi forgot to bring the real CANDLE..
so we took a straw from the Library and put it on the sandwish.. xD
hahahs.. so damn creative right? hahahs..
okays.. it's a "FUN" day.. T.T

damn it.. that ***** talk and talk.. wahliao.. it's.. really.. no words can describe..
i am so damn freaking speechless.. T.T

Sick again

2008-10-22T16:12:00.003+08:00

feel so sick.. sick again liao..
sneezing and sneezing..
*ah chu*

Enterprise.. faci is back in action~
lolz.. today was a hell day.. LOL.
but something to be happy about is we can choose our own team members!
hahahs..
hmm..
I like this team damn lot. xD

3rd meeting is like..
i wanna slp lar.. so tiring.. dunno why.. maybe cuz i'm sick..
cannot concentrate on other team's presentation.. so sorry=/

Carlson send me a link http://www.goldinuniverse.com/
go and check it out(:
interesting and quite true? i think 6/8 is true

Still waiting for SMS..
Maybe not meant to be

626 hotel

2008-10-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

lolz.. the whole class almost.. playing www.626hotel.com
the sound is kinda scary lez.. xD
hahhaas.. people screaming in class so funny.. xD

just another day pass and i have yet to recieve any SMS from someone..
nothing going on..
i think i am better off like the past.. ='/

2008-10-21T16:14:00.002+08:00

wahliao.. this photo is last fridays'

there's alot more.. but no time to edit the photos(:
i'll upload them soon~

Today do debate seii. xD
ShiQi the moderator~
hahhas.. she have a hard time(:
but we all understand!!! GOOD JOB!

i just wanna die.

2008-10-17T08:48:00.003+08:00

Life is so meaningless..
T.T
Everyday trying to struggle through...
hoping i am just fine..
hope god will give me one.. just one last chance..

Cant wait for school to end today~
badminton session with my classmates! twinny too! hahahas..

2008-10-14T16:25:00.002+08:00

LOL... today was just filled with so much laughter~
ShiQi joined our team~ with raymond! hahahas..
so finally we are in a team~ hahahs.. so much of fun..
with zahira~ LOL.. we keep laughing until my tears roll down..
DURING PRESENTATION TIME OK.. hahahhas..
just couldnt stop laughing..

I feel something is missing..
Something missing between us..

out with mickey

2008-10-13T08:06:00.001+08:00

Out with Mickey ytd
Had a long day but it's nice to be with u..

Went to P.S to shop for somethings..
see what i could purchase with my voucher which is going to be vaild till tml only(:
so i can only get it used by today~
walk round and round.. tired..T.T
went into this I.P zone and get myself a shoe(:

After that Mickey suggested to head to the Airport(:
we had our dinner at Mac. and walk around..
lolz..
Mickey told me lots of interesting things going on in the airport..
like the airbuses.. A3 A2.. And how the things work out there..
it was nice to hear things which i do not know about! (:
After walking around..
We took bus 27 from the terminal 3? i think so.. xD
Listening to songs together.. kept slient..
Enjoy the moment together(:
Thanks for the wonderful day~

Another Friday

2008-10-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

Well people..
6weeks of school had passed..
Time flies..
I am left with 9 more weeks with my beloved classmates..=/
i really.. Don look forward to that day we part..
But.. life still have to go on~ So what we can do is cherish the time we had together!
hahahs.. so classmates.. MUST CHERISH ME HORS! hahahas..
jkjk.. xD
nono.. i mean no kidding.. xD

Didnt play any badminton today='(
Gold needs to work! but i am so looking forward to next friday~

I didnt wanna answer any calls.. replying any SMSes.. and just don wanna talk at all..
Well, i just opened a special door in my heart, to let go of the past.
and there you go bothering me again.. why.. sign..

meeting Mickey on Sunday~
Misses(:

to jeff

2008-10-09T16:22:00.001+08:00

Take Care on your way(:
<3

Today de science i think CMI ler..
T.T
i think if i can get 5marks is miracle.. LOL..
hahahhas..

LOL

2008-10-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

hmm.. UT was bad i guess=/
i didnt managed to finish every question.. sobs..
don wanna talk about it..
oh.. communication faci is not a bad one afterall, she is part of the reason why i stay on till the end of shcool(:
but my dearest shiqi went off='/

Presentation was fun for today~ hahahas..
After class, practically i did my RJs as usual before leaving school(:
Weikang that asshole..
make me wait for him until 5.44pm.. T.T
lolz.. ><" damn funny..
hahahas..
he say i make him laugh until he spilled the water on the floor lar.. T.T
then he did something that cnanot say de.. xD hahahs..
later RP cleaner scold him.. T.T hahahas
shhh.. (:(:(:

After that i went to meet Mickey(:
meet him at compass point because of stupid weikang, i was late lar..
lol.. i was late for 30mins.. ><" sorry Mickey!!! hahahas..
Accompany Mickey for dinner(:
then walk walk then he send me back to Pasir Ris
well.. i can say.. it was a nice day~
Something happened..
A voice of <3,>

P.S. I LOVE YOU

ealiest day(:

2008-10-06T16:11:00.002+08:00

Muhahahas..
Thanks to laopa de laopa.. xD
hahahs.. drive us to school~
ate some ai Xin breakfast from laopa de mummy(:
we reached school at 7.30..
lolz.. sluck in class.. rot.. and trying to study for enterprise UT..
(But didn't much)

i was watching video..
and weikang came to disturb me.. T.T
wahliao..
keep saying hokkien thing.. lolz.. irritating..
irritate everyone.. T.T

So tiring today..
yeah~ we are still in the same group~ hahahas...

After class(:
weikang keep saying he wanna pass motion..
he wanna fangpi~ wahliao..
sit beside me somemore..
then his tio stroke on his nose.. xD
damn it.. xD

tired.. going back to my cousin's place today already(:
i miss mummy<3

Simple wish: to hug her(: My beloved mummy. and dadddy

just naother day.

2008-10-05T14:06:00.003+08:00

Well..
It's just another day of my life(:
Like any other days, Sat-classes
Sun i am at home..

I should do more for this world.. for the people who needs...
Adorable ShiQi says: i think my mummy give me too much <3>

I had a little wine after dinner ytd..

Cabernet Sauvignon
Rapel,2001
Bright ruby red with rich spicy & fruity aromas
It's not very smooth when you let it down your throat.
I prefer French wine(:

I told Raymond that i wanted to join Aca Pella IG
Shiqi,Gold & i are going to support them (RAymond&jean)!
heard from raymond that jean is gonna sing 2 solo parts~ hahahas..

I see a need to keep myself busy so that i wouldnt be so paranoid(:
hehs..
So Basically UT is coming..
Coming tuesday enterprise UT

To Raymond: People can only get motivated by doing things(: not thinking about it

study hard~ play harder~ hahahs.. but work smart
That's all for today folks..

Friends

2008-10-04T00:35:00.004+08:00

Yeah~ Mr. nice guy & smiley face faci today(:
hahahs.. he never stop smiling right class? hahahas..

Science~ so interesting!!! and change group ler...
Raymond seems very lost today.. hahahs..
I AM WITH SHIQI~~~ hahahas.. my laughing partner.. hahahs..
hmm.. but weikang not same liao.. "Ni Bian Ler" hahahhas..
okaysss~~

oh ya.. Shiqi & i learnt smething new from ZHENNI!! hahas..
PLASTIC.. hahhas.. something about plastic.. lolz. xD

After school~ RING~~
hahhas.. BADMINTON TIME!! WAHLIAO..
shiqi and me so damn excited.. xD hahhas..
Cuz Xian Ming also joining us to play~
faster pack things.. faster go change.. faster tie hair..
(but shiqi still the hmm.. )
better don say xP
Half way, Xian Ming left=/

then, we went to gold's hostal~
it's nice u know.. hahhas.. people who never go before should just go and take a look~
peep.. hahas..

We sat there. talk and talk.. wah.. i didnt know we got so much to talk about!!!
hahahs.. we share our experiences in life..
until it started to rain~ it was 8.30 back then(: hahhas..
So practically we hang around in gold's hostal~
until gold say " i damn hungry"
hahahas.. then we wen to TRCC for dinner~
(TRCC opened till 10pm(:)
We talk about alot of things.. things that just pop out of nowhere but it's interesting(:
We talked like we are long lost friends..
Shiqi my dear.. cried.. lol.. hahahs..
Hahahs.. hugs*

i really enjoyed alot.. just sitting there and talk to you guys..
i see the unique in everyone of you(:''
we must appreciate the "sameness" hahahs..
And time flies.. 5weeks already(:

To Mickey: see u on sunday~~
hahahas.. loveS(: hahhaas..

little things made my day

2008-10-02T21:07:00.004+08:00

Cognitive was well.. complications.. hahahs..
Emo in the morning.. lolz.. i forgot that i was suppose to hide it.. xD
hahahs.. nvm.. well...
this is what happens when the faci goes "So for today problem.. blablabla..."

wanna apologise to classmates: cuz i wasnt really talking.. ><"
BTW!! woohoo~~ BADMINTON SESSION TML!!! hahahas..
hopefully gold can make it tml(: prays..
and new people joining us in badminton-inG!! hahas..
Jean + XianMing(: Geez.. cant wait for tml~

Yesterday is history.. Today is present.. Tommorrow is a Gift(:

It's not the big thing that you did to make someone happy..
It's the small little things..
that make the thoughts counts that make the person's day(:
Thank you Mickey for the little thing(: hahhas..

Take great care(: remember to take your medicine ah.. hahahs..

sat & sun

2008-10-02T09:59:00.007+08:00

Firstly..

Wishes to all malays and people who are celebrating(: hehs..

This was last week already, i got no time to upload them so i upload now(: (Bottle Tree Park)

wahliao.. everyday like so emo.. T.T..

waht happen seii.. what's wrong with me..

but i had great time with my cousins..

now i realise how hard it is to be alone at home...

i dunno how i get through the times when i am at home in the past..

i was alone too.. but why now i feel so different?

i feel... i belong there.. but... something more.. is missing..

so i decided to go to my cousin's place at times..

Sat. went to IKEA and Tampines mall~~

Left my cousin and her friends at the library.. (My aunt's idea)

hahhas..

so we went shopping at tampines mall.

after that picked them and go on to IKEA, children's favourite place? i supposed..

Sun(:

Went cycling with my cousin and her mummy~ hahahs.. cycled to pasir ris park hang around there.. went to see some horses.. crabs.. fish.. ants.. ants.. and ants.. T.T

how great.. T.T

We didnt take our dinner ytd.. was hungry.. but tired.. so we went Zzz..

Btw.. i miss my mummy<3

i am glad that i passed another day

2008-09-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

Life is a painting..
My life can only be painted by me..
it's up to one to decide.. you want it coloured or black and white..
but unfortunately.. i choose the wrong path..
live with it.. bear with it.. i will come to a conclusion..

Thank you friends
Thank you Laopa
Thank you mickey
Thank you all for being there when i need u guys(:

Laopa, you helped me a lot today ler(:
u accompanied me, you kept in silent and just be by my side.
you lend me your shoulder.
thanks alot alot alot..

hehs.. take care everyone!
*Ignorance is Bless*

This time i am really troubled..

2008-09-28T13:18:00.002+08:00

i dont know what's wrong with me..
i dont know what i want from myself..
if i have the chance to choose again..
i promise i will not choose it again..
i just want to be the best i can be..
give everyone smiles on their faces..
i dont want to worry the people whom i care for..
i dont want to make things difficult for my familys or friends..

sit in a little corner.. rolled up...
i cry alone every night...
i pretended to sleep when my parents walked in my room...
i cried in slient...
i am good for nothing..
i am just....
i know myself better than anyone do..

i dont want these to happen..
i really dont...